do you feel real

Sevdaliza

I thought I d silenced you
But here you are again
Welcoming my anxiety
I wanted to throw you out
Since you are the gate
I ll remain the prison
I thought I d hear
From you though you had escaped from me
Maybe I m too scared to forget you
I just can t remember
How it feels like to function without
Absorbed in total free fall
It s a waste of time
It s not that serious
And then, when guilt consumes you
In your yoga class
And your teacher convinces you
You have to come back more often
To solve these issues
Right?
I look around and realize I am the problem
Am I put into this world solely to admire?