a letter to god

Linda Perry

Dear God
I m writing this letter to you
Cause I come included
Can you help me?

I m sitting here simply trying to figure out
What my life s all about
Can you show me?

I never wanted to be
The person you see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Is the more to who I am?

I lie awake conducting this symphony
That you have gifted to me
But I can ever sleep
Don t be mad but I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing

I never wanted to be
The comic relief
Can you show me who I am
I ve been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
Can you tell me who I am

I never wanted to be this person you see
But thank you

Oh, God, please tell me now
Are you disappointed?
Are you proud?
Haven t I done everything, everything?

I m so sorry I m so weak
And I ll turn into a freak
But I don t know anything, anything

But I ve lost all self esteem
From burying everything
Still and I feel nothing, nothing

Oh, God, please tell me now
Please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing