i sit in parks

Kelsea Ballerini

I sit in parks, it breaks my heart cause I see
Just how far I am from the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic, mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
We look about the same age but we don t have same Saturdays

Did I miss it? By now is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things at body clock?
Does it wait for a day the damn tour?
What I want and what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
I m wondering if I missed the mark

So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark and I
Hit the vape, hallucinate, a nursery with no azark
They lay on a blanket and goddamit he loves her
I wonder if she wants my freedom
like I wanna be a mother
But Rolling Stones says I m on the right road
So I refill my lexapro thinkin

Did I miss it? By now is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things at body clock?
Does it wait for a day the damn tour?
What I want and what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
I m wondering if I missed the mark

Mm-mm
Mm-mm

So I sit in parks checkin bench marks
Terrence due in June, the album s due in March