when you hold her

Jessie Reyez

When you hold her
Do you wish that she fit in your arms like I did?
Are you honest bout your feelings
Or do you hide em?
Do you fight it, fight it, fight it?
What you feel inside
Do you fight it, fight it, fight it?
The way you light up with me

You make me act hella outta character
Never loved enough to be the other woman bad enough
Moving like an amateur
Hate that I m attached to ya, Kamikaze passenger
Deleted all the pics but then you opened up the aperture
Why the fuck you callin for?
Wanna see me falling more? Wanna see me on the floor?
Beggin for what you can t provide
But men like you lie till they die

So when you hold her
Do you wish that she fit in your arms like I did?
Are you honest bout your feelings
Or do you hide em?
Do you fight it, fight it, fight it?
What you feel inside
Do you hide it, hide it, hide it?
The way you light up with me

I couldn t even cry up on my mama s shoulder
I been so embarrassed
That most of my friends don t even know
That I ve been stuck in these emotions
Story posts doin the most
Hoping you see, put on a show
Blocking you would serve me more
But I can t seem to close the door
Then you go and call again
Babe, I ll never be your friend
But you don t want this shit to end
Well, I m gon need more than a night
But men like you lie till they die

So when you hold her
Do you wish that she fit in your arms like I did?
Are you honest bout your feelings
Or do you hide em?
Do you fight it, fight it, fight it?
What you feel inside
Do you hide it, hide it, hide it?
The way you light up with me

Every time we say goodbye
I know that s a lie
Cause I ll see you later
Every time we say the last night
I know that s a lie
Cause I ll see you later
Later
Later

When you hold her
Do you wish that she fit in your arms like I did?
Are you honest bout your feelings
Or do you hide em?
Do you fight it, fight it, fight it?
What you feel inside
Do you hide it, hide it, hide it?
The way you light up with me