death blessed by a god

Desire

My body's burning inside, I can't take this pain (anymore)...
Look at me God!...
Can't you see me? My flesh starts to rot,
And my bones are deformed too...
I am only infected, this is sordid...
And my eyes can't see the truth!
It's a morbid way to die, I don't deserve,
What can I do?!...

My suffer possesses me,
Without mercy...
My soul blessed be,
Can it escape from this misery?

This unholy sacrifice is very hard,
Help me God, please!...
I can't believe in truth, I really belong
To the angel of disease
I long for my time to come
To be blest by death
God, can I make a question? Why was I born?
Maybe just to die...

"There's nothing left in this life for you...
Apart from death... don't be afraid of it...
Death is just a moment, during your soul
Leaves your own body to the eternal life... Life..."

You are my master,
I am your son...
You'll take my soul,
(And) we'll be as one...
I don't want to escape,
From the power that you create...
So take me away,
To the Devil's reign!...

I can feel death, closer than before...
I am going to die!
Tears for what?! Life goes on
Even after death!
From the dark I see my Lord,
He is calling me...
To go next to him, it's time to close my eyes...
So, please, bury me!...