if this ship sinks i give in

Birds Of Tokyo

I m trying to get my head straight
I m playing in game that I can t win
I started in the wrong place
A slap to the cold face of love
I wanna stop this god damn beating heart
It s killing me

This is killing me

I m trying to get my head straight
I didn t see the warning signs ahead
I feeling like a dead weight long gone
If I could make it all right I would
I never thought I d say these things to you
And it s killing me

This is killing me

I can t stop this train I can t get off
But I can t go back I ve come too far to stop
There s too many signs to read them all
There s too many roads I need to stumble down

I ve gotta get my head straight
I never thought a day like this would come
I ll never be the same way as once
I wanna know if this is for real
I ve gotta know what fate has planned for me
I give in
I give in
I give in
I give in

Believe me when I say
There s something I wish I could say
You were always so good to me
Even when it s so hard to be
I sailed myself too far out to sea
On favoured whims that wont sing for me
There ll be no rescue no finding me
As I become an old memory
You once knew
You once knew

It s silent as I sink into the sea
Weightless as the tide carries me
To darker water where I believe
Something s down here waiting for me
The numbing cold is taking from me
Everything I m so far beneath
My eyes they open one last time to see
You are staring right back me