just for now

Tonight Alive

My heart beats loud enough
To deafen me
And you keep coming to me in my dreams
And lights flash, I beg that you ll appear
In flesh and tell me everything I want to hear
And then again
La la la la la la

If the pain is endless
How can I live?
How can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don t need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you re unsure, cause we re been
Here before
I don t want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
And love me just for now

My mind plays with you
Like you re it s favourite game
And I shake, addicted to the drug I crave
And I m trapped
Carrying this burden on my back
But I won t let you fall
Even if my body cracks
Even if my body cracks
La la la la la la
I don t need my body

If the pain is endless
How can I live?
How can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don t need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you re unsure, cause we re been
Here before
I don t want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now

I can t erase what we had
So please understand
It s not how I want this to be
Yet, I m chained to the past
And I m sinking fast
Not how I wanted you to see me

If the pain is endless
How can I live?
How can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don t need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you re unsure, cause we re been
Here before
I don t want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now