worst case scenarios

Set It Off

I can see it. Am I clairvoyant
Or just consumed by my paranoia?

If I see that space
I fill those blanks
With thoughts that scream in the back of my brain
A homemade hell
I built myself
Where I am always asking

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running
Out of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though I d like to go
I can t escape worst-case scenarios

Eccentric secrets. They lie about me
And I believe them. They re so convincing
So, I tip-toe by my own landmines
Ignore the signs that it s all in my mind
It s self-defense at my expense
I pretend I know the ending

Repeating every step, definition of insane
I m tryna get a grip while I m falling in the grave

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running
Out of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though I d like to go
I can t escape worst-case scenarios

Someone, save me now, just save me now
This man behind the curtain won t let me out
Just save me now. Please, save me now
When the mental flood gates open
I always find a way to drown

I always find a way to drown

What, what more can I do
What can I do?
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running
Out of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though I d like to go
I can t escape worst-case scenarios

So, I abandon hope
Worst-case scenarios will never let me go