no me queda mas english translation

Selena

I have no choice now but lose myself
in an abyss of sadness and tears
I have no choice now but to bear my loss
and wish you happiness
I have no choice now if today
your return would be impossible
And this that wasnæ?° love, this that you deny today
What you say never happened
is the sweetest memory in my life
I had hoped from the bottom of my soul
that one day you would stay with me
And I even maintained the illusion
that fed my heart, my heart that today
has to see you only as a friend

And even though I lived in love
and I was totally wrong I donæ?° care,
because this really was love
for me, the lovliest, the greatest love
and even though you will forever turn your back on it,
it was the most beautiful