waiting room

Rex Orange County

Our family reunion
I d rather be anywhere but here
It s like a pain you should ignore
But my uncle s here to open the door
And I don t like him
This family reunion
I felt so uncomfortable, I left
They all decided to stay
So it s just me and my mistakes
And I d like to know that you smile
When you re alone
And when you need time to yourself
Remember me, I won t be anyone else
I m just the boy you love
I m just the boy

And my lover, my best friend
When I heard that you don t know why
You re here
I fell face down
And became one with the ground
And my lover s best friend
No, he doesn t know what to suggest
He does everything for love
But when his everything just isn t enough
He d like to know that you smile
When you re alone
And when you need time to yourself
Remember me, I won t be anyone else
I m just the boy you love
The boy... you love

And if it looks like you don t love me then
That s alright and I would let you be content
I m still your friend
No revenge and no regrets
No regrets, no regrets

And if it looks like god might judge me
Then I don t even wanna stay another day
Cause if he s the one, then who am I?
He calls the shots
And he always decides
What s the point in living life
Living life... when it s all for him
All for him