not the same

Nf

(Yeah)
(OOh, yeah)
Sometimes I look out the window of my life
And I can see you
I can see you there
Yeah (yeah) , oh
Sometimes I like to pretend like I m not scared
Like I don t need you
I don t need you here, no (yeah)
Yeah

I don t deserve it
I ain t even worthy
Yet you give me water when I tell you that I m thirsty
Still I take some things in life that really wanna hurt me
I say I m livin clean but I be livin dirty
Back and forth swervin like it don t mean nothin
I m married to my sins so I treat it like I love it
I kiss it and I hug it and don t put nothin above it
You tell me to just let it go, I say that I ain t budgin
I rather be a killer, be a sinner, be a liar
I make my own wings, yeah
That s how I m flyin
It s all about me, I don t see that I m blinded
And one day I ma wake up and wonder where all my time went
I just

Sometimes I look out the window of my life
And I can see you
I can see you there
Yeah (yeah) , oh
Sometimes I like to pretend like I m not scared
Like I don t need you
I don t need you here, no (yeah)
Yeah

You gave me a gift, God, I ain t gon waste it
I don t want the whole world, I just wanna taste it
I just want a little bit, you know, somethin basic
What s wrong with doin drugs, gettin high
and gettin wasted?
You tell me to face it, but I can t confront it
I look at my problems that turn around runnin
I don t like what I m becomin
And even though I say that
Once I get away from it, I know I ma stray back
Sick of wakin up, wondering where my faith at
Told you I m a liar, that s probably why I hate facts
Nevertheless, as I look out this window today
and see your outstretched arms and tears on your face
I realize, God, really need your help
I ain t been livin for you, Jesus, I been livin for myself
Been caught up in the world and caught up in the sin
Time to unlock the door, kill my pride, and let you in

Sometimes I look out the window of my life
And I can see you
I can see you there
Yeah (yeah) , oh
Sometimes I like to pretend like I m not scared
Like I don t need you
I don t need you here, no

And now I raise my hands for the Son of Man
You re all I need, yeah
And now I praise your name
Lord, take everything
You re all I see, yeah
I m not the same as I used to be
Yo, you wanna see a change, there s a change in me
I m just tryna make you understand, basically
I m not the same, I m not the same
I m not the same as I used to be
Yo, you wanna see a change, there s a change in me
I m just tryna make you understand, basically
I m not the same, I m not the same
No, no, no
Sometimes I look out the window of my life
And I can see you
I can see you there
Yeah (yeah) , oh