dreams

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Yeah, most of my life s full of sad days
Started at a young age
Yeah, bought a house, but I ve been livin on stage
Tryna find the real me, I ain t found it yet
Wake up every morning feelin like I m guilty
Talk to God: Can you hear me?
Lately, I m a mess
I don t want no one to help me
Yeah, I don t want no one to help me and

If you think that I make decisions based off
of what you think, then you re wrong
Can t nobody think for me, I got my own thoughts
Sometimes you don t know what you had
until it s all gone, till it s all gone
If I took the hand that was dealt me
then I would be nowhere in life
Yeah, I had to think smart
Threw away the deck and got my own cards
Long before I had the money to afford a car

I, I ve been doin me (yeah)
I ve been doin me
Yeah, I ve been doin me
I ve been doin me
Followin my dreams
Yeah, I ve been doin me
I ve been doin me
I ve been doin me
Yeah, I ve been doin me
I ve been doin me
Followin my dreams
Yeah, I ve been doin me

Most of my life s full of regrets
Things I wanna take back, yeah
Wrote you a letter, wish that I had never sent that
Didn t even make sense, I don t even know
All I know is I get lower on the weekends
They tell me I should make friends, I just sit at home
Lately, I ve been off the deep end, yeah
I ve been off the deep end and

If you think that I m bout to change
who I am just for you, then you re so wrong
As I kid, I built a house around my broke heart
Sometimes you don t know what you had
until it falls apart, till it falls apart
If I took the hand that was dealt me
then I would be nowhere in life
Yeah, I had to think smart
Threw away the deck and got my own cards
Long before I had the money to afford a car

I (yeah) ?I ve been doin me (oh, yeah)
I ve been doin me
Yeah, I ve been doin me (I have been)
I ve been doin me
Followin my dreams
Yeah, I ve been doin me (followin my)
I ve been doin me
I ve been doin me
(I ve been followin my) yeah, I ve been doin me
Followin my dreams
Yeah, I m just doin me
Yeah, I m just doin me

Yeah, I m reminiscin back to both of us laughin
Playin old records, thinkin every one of em s classic
Windows down, we on the street up in Michigan rappin
We talked about it, but never really knew it could happen
My confidence about as low as the gas is
We didn t have the money for it
So we d turn the key backwards
And sit in parking lot s for hours till the battery crashes
I think that we related, cause both
of us were lookin for answers
A couple months ago, I drove into Gladwin
got me all in my feelings
It s somethin bout bein somewhere that s familiar
Pull in the gas station, open up the tank
then I fill it, then laugh
Would I move back? Mm, not in a million
but I appreciate the memories we had
I know you ve been callin , sorry I never call back
I know I ve been distant, you know I never meant that
You can tell the family how I m doing, if they ask
I m just doin me