so am i

Katelyn Tarver

Well I guess I did it, didn t I?
Took a hard left turn, I don t know what s right
Now, all I can seem to do is cry
Always been that way, but it s a different kind
And I call my friend, tryna talk it through
And he said, If I still prayed, I d pray for you
Sounds like somethin I could use

Everybody s wonderin
Worried about my state of mind
I m sufferin , but feeling alive
For the first time in a long time
Life s hard, but at least it s mine
Everybody s wonderin
So am I

I ve been goin out, all by myself
Sometimes it s fun, and sometimes it s hell
But I can t really go anywhere
Without seeing you or hearin things
I can t erase this song, at the grocery store
Took me back to that night you lost your phone
I left my cart there in the aisle, and just went home

Everybody s wonderin
Worried about my state of mind
I m sufferin , but feeling alive
For the first time in a long time
Life s hard, but at least it s mine
Everybody s wonderin
So am I

I m throwing my cards up, and watchin em fall
I m throwin my heart up, all over the wall
All I know is I m somebody else now

Everybody s wonderin
Worried about my state of mind (My state of mind)
I m sufferin , but feelin alright
For the first time in a long time
Life s hard, but at least it s mine
Everybody s wonderin
So am I