losing

Katelyn Tarver

I don t know who to blame
Is it me, is it you?
Showed my cards, dangerous game
Now all we have is the truth

And I got a lot of anger
But I don t know where to put it
It s been making me feel bad
Like there s something wrong I m doing
Now I m pacing back and forth
Feeling like a fucking idiot
Do you think I like this feeling?
Like it s all just for the thrill of it?
And I don t wanna make excuses
Cause you know I put my heart in
But believing in myself is getting so fucking exhausting
I m so tired of this fight
I didn t even choose it
If I get everything I want
There s always something that I m losing

I don t know who to blame
Is it me, is it you?