judas' death

Jesus Christ Superstar

(Judas)
My God! I saw him - he looked three-quarters dead!
And he was so bad I had to turn my head
You beat him so hard that he was bent and lame
And I know who everybody's gonna blame
I don't believe he knows I acted for our good
I'd save him all this suffering if I could
Don't believe... our good... and I'd save him... if I could

(Priest)
Cut the confessions forget the excuses
I don't understand why you're filled with remorse
All that you've said has come true with a vengence
The mob has turned against him - you've backed the right horse

(Caiaphas)
What you have done will be the saving of everyone
You'll be remembered forever for this
And not only that you've been paid for your efforts
Pretty good wages for one little kiss

(Judas)
Christ! I know you can't hear me
But I only did what you wanted me to
Christ! I'd sell out the nation
For I have been saddled with the murder of you
I have been spattered with innocent blood
I should be dragged through the slime and the mud
I have been spattered with innocent blood
I should be dragged through the slime
And the slime and the slime and the mud!

I don't know how to love him
I don't know why he moves me
He's a man - he's just a man
He's not a king - he's just the same
As anyone I know
He scares me so!
When he's cold and dead will he let me be?
Will he love - does he love me too?
Does he care for me?

My mind is - it's in darkness now - God
God I'm sick I've been used
And you knew all the time God
God! I'll never know why you chose me for your crime
For your foul bloody crime

(Choir)
Poor old Judas
So long Judas...

(Judas)
You have murdered me! Murdered me!...