lessons

Halsey

I m alive, that s a plus
But it s getting heavy, better lighten up
I m a liar, I m a lush
I don t think I m ready to let go of the rush

Hold on so tightly to my pride
You ll never see the tears I cry
Behind the curtain where I hide
Once they dry, I m runnin to the spotlight

But I don t wanna lose control, I feel the ceiling cavin in
And all the lessons that unfold
I learn again, and again, and again
And I don t wanna lose control
I feel the pressure closin in
And all the lessons that unfold
I learn again, and again, and again
And again, and again, and again, and again

Fall in love, call my bluff
Think he s on a knee, but he s just pulling the rug
All alone, all for what?
Look around, but I don t see someone I can trust

And now the blame is only mine
I m in a hell of my design
Cause I don t know how to define
What I want, what I don t, now I ve run out of time

I don t wanna lose control, I feel the ceiling cavin in
And all the lessons that unfold
I learn again, and again, and again
I don t wanna lose control
I feel the pressure closin in
And all the lessons that unfold
I learn again, and again, and again
And again, and again, and again, and again

All of my history plays out in front of me
Like they re the reruns on the screen
All the same mistakes, fuckin up every take
And I m the same in every scene
Killin off the cast, showin up in all of my past
Like I m some human guillotine
Calling Cut, that s enough, I should go with my gut
But I don t, cause I know that I

I don t wanna lose control, I feel the ceiling cavin in
And all the lessons that unfold
I learn again, and again, and again
I don t wanna lose control
I feel the pressure closin in
And all the lessons that unfold
I learn again, and again, and again

And again, and again, and again, and again
Again, and again, and again, and again (Ooh)
Again, and again, and again, and again
Again, and again, and again, and again (Ah)

Ha-ah
Ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah