carry the weight

Halsey

I could be gone in a minute
I might jump out of the window and dive in the street
I only fight when I m in it
But I don t have any fight left in me
I never know when to quit it
I ll tear it all to the ground and accept my defeat
You won t decide when it s finished
No, you don t get to take that from me

And I m not gonna stay, but I want you to know
I ve been okay since I lost you
You just made a mistake and I want you to go
Just give me a break
How much more can I take?
This heavy feeling s got me feelin we got carried away
And I don t wanna carry the weight

Tell all your friends that I m different
Dress up the story with lies and I bet they ll agree
Because you re always the victim
No, I don t care how you describe me
It s always your world we live in
All your delusional fantasies setting the scene
And by the time you re forgiven
No, you won t even recognize me

I could run away if I want to
And I m not gonna stay, but I want you to know
I ve been okay since I lost you
You just made a mistake and I want you to go
Just give me a break
How much more can I take?
This heavy feeling s got me feelin we got carried away
And I don t wanna carry the

Weight of you calling at four in the morning
Losing your patience without any warning
Changing the rules I m expected to follow
I know it s tough, it s a hard pill to swallow
You pack your shit and pile it on
But I won t hold it for you any longer

I could run away if I want to
I m not gonna stay, but I want you to know
I ve been okay since I lost you
You just made a mistake and I want you to go
Just give me a break
How much more can I take?
This heavy feeling s got me feelin we got carried away
(How much more can I take?)
(How much more can I take?)
And I don t wanna carry the weight