life everybody dies

Gnash

There s something
that I m feeling when I look you in the eyes
Like maybe I m not evil, I m just sensitive to light
But when I watch you leave
it comes back creeping in my mind
That everything means nothing, baby, everybody dies

You defend your enemies and I offend my friends
So you try to fix my sentences that don t make any sense
You ve left your best impression
on every person that you ve met
And you haven t fully realized
that one day they ll all be dead

Sometimes I m so standoffish, that s not really who I am
The truth is when I see you, I just wanna hold your hand
And I know I m pushing thirty but I don t feel like a man
Lucky everything means nothing, it s my flawless master plan

And I dream about these moments, every hour of every day
When I m high enough to think of something honest I can say
So I walk around with headphones on and teach myself to pray
Cause everything means something
until that feeling fades away

I m sure you could do better with a million other guys
But I can tell you think I m kinda pretty when I smile
If you leave me empty-hearted then there s no reason to cry
Cause everything means nothing, baby, everybody dies
Everything means nothing all your life