my heart goes

Flatsound

You said: "Take the violin that you hang on your wall
Stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls"
"Just dont open your eyes before counting to ten"
I can hardly remember, just the smell of your hands
As they danced on my body
running over my pores
With the force of steering wheel crushing my bones
I said: "You smell like the devil
but you feel like the lord"
And when I think of perfection
you know I'm thinking of your Voice
when you tell me you dont call him your baby
Because that was the name that you rightfully gave me
And its foolish to share with someone else
And my heart goes (bum bum bum bum bum)

But you admit that you're lonely
you're as cold as a statue
Pleading "fuck me" on the marble
that was used to create you
I cant stand that you're talking
when you shouldn't be living
I didn't dodge all your bullets
I just denied that they hit me
So when my body is bleeding
I won't admit that this hurts
Because admitting isn't fixing so then what is it worth?
So to say you're unhappy
is like saying you're sorry
Its nothing that I care to hear

So now the tears in your jeans
are the holes in your armor
You're the thoughts that I feared
you're the mountain I've conquered
If I told you I loved
you would you reach out and touch me?
You taste like the ocean and your body's disgusting
The only reason you breathe
is to sleep through the night
The only reason you speak
is to tell me I'm fine
The only reason you breathe
is to sleep through the night
The only reason you speak
is to state that you're mine
And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum