everything we saw that day and how you made me fee

Flatsound

I use to walk from school to meet you
At the coffee shop and drink two
Cups of joe, then bum a smoke off anyone
And I d play for you some songs I wrote
Most were about being alone
And how sad I got, my troubled thoughts and giving up
Before I knew what troubled was

I never used to read, I never had the time
I d be too busy writing about my own life
And everything we saw that day
and how you made me feel
To assure myself that everything was real

I was never good at talking smoothly
So we d stick to watching movies
Take to bed Eraserhead and The Squid and the Whale
And I d play for you some songs I wrote
Most were about the way you spoke
And how sad I got when you d stop and go to sleep
Before you knew just what they mean

I d dream about a time where everything was fine
Where every single passing day
didn t feel like a waste of time
I saw so many things today, but didn t feel alive
I ve died, I ve died, I ve died

Now I don t remember how you speak
I mean, it comes to me in dreams
But by morning, I lose everything you ever said
So I am going to bed