look at me now

Deuce

Have you ever been hated, alienated?
I don t think that you could ever make it
I ain t talking intoxicated
Talking about me incriminated
You felt amazing, alleviating
Knowing that I was isolated
Proud that you participated?
Well, guess what now, things are changing
I promise you that I ain t stopping
gonna be the greatest
Even though this life keeps throwing curves
but way more complicated
I came up fighting my way through this game
fucking underrated
Even though these walls keep closing in on me
I aim to play it
I know that somewhere out there you are watching
I ve gotta make you proud, I am not stopping

Look at me now
How far I ve come, I hope that you re proud
I ll put my feet back on the ground
And I m coming down from above the clouds
Look at me now
How far I ve come since I ve taken off this crown
I ll put my feet back on the ground
And I m coming down, right here and now

I would never have thought I would be
on top of these walls
Looking down on you all
Thought that I was a little off
Till I came back and stole the ball
It was a close call, up against the wall
But I ain t like y all, I won t tuck my balls
In my tail like a fucking dog
Next time you see me, you re so fucking gone
I promised my people that I ain t never, ever walking
From one I started, ain t gonna bow
you must be retarded
Even if the gates of heaven open up
and I hear them knocking
I ve gotta hold my ground till the end, homie
I got no option
I know that somewhere out there you are watching
I ve gotta make you proud, I am not stopping

Look at me now
How far I ve come, I hope that you re proud
I ll put my feet back on the ground
And I m coming down from above the clouds
Look at me now
How far I ve come since I ve taken off this crown
I ll put my feet back on the ground
And I m coming down, right here and now

You re messing with the true villain
All your lines are already written
I do it one at a time, shoot em like Columbine
How the fuck am I to lose what I m winning?
Just cause I m already forgiven
Don t mean I won t slap the shit out of bitches
You must be out of your mind
if you think I m soft on the inside
All that pussy talk, oh boy, it keeps me grinning
You enjoy making up these stories?
I kill it through all the guts and glory
You ll never know nothing about me
So shut your mouth, you ain t got to worry
I got my people on every single jury
Don t wanna catch another case in a hurry
You trying to read through all my lines but they re blurry
You think I cleaned my fucking hands? They re still dirty!

Look at me now
How far I ve come, I hope that you re proud
I ll put my feet back on the ground
And I m coming down from above the clouds
Look at me now
How far I ve come since I ve taken off this crown
I ll put my feet back on the ground
And I m coming down, right here and now
Look at me now
Look at me now

You re breaking into pieces
It s amazing, and now you feel it
To change me, it ll take you
All the hate and that s part of me