i am getting well

Dean Lewis

The sun comes up and I don t feel it on my face
The leaves stop falling but the seasons never change
And my brother says Come out but I just stay away
And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain

Know it s dark, when it s light
And the spark in my eye s burning low
I should call out my friend
I ve been trying my best to get out of this bed
But I think there s something wrong with my head

Oh, I break everything that is good
Cause I cannot see the good inside
And trust me if I could I would
Change the chemicals inside my mind
But it s a long, long way up that hill
Past all the dead grass
and the thoughts that could kill
It s a long, long way up from Hell
But I, I am getting well

My father calls me up and ask me how I am
He says that he ll stop by if I ever need a hand
And I take that call but I don t talk for very long
I always hang up first and tell him
Please, don t worry mum

Cause it s hard, when it s [?]
And it s hard but I ll try
To be better than I was back then
I ll run, out of breath
Till I m out of this mess
God knows I m trying my best

Oh, I break everything that is good
Cause I cannot see the good inside
And trust me if I could I would
Change the chemicals inside my mind
But it s a long, long way up that hill
Past all the dead grass
and the thoughts that could kill
It s a long, long way up from Hell
But I, I am getting well

Even if I still need help, I am getting well
Even if it s hard to tell, I am getting well