everybody loves you

Charlotte Lawrence

I m so tired
I have to tame my mind
Before I get too frustrated
Can t go back in time
To change in someone s eyes
That I was not something to play with

Try not to talk about it
I m too mad, I m too late
I m too gentle
It s too hard to explain, I m not helpful

It s my body
And I m trying to
Hate you
Cause I want to
It s my body
And I m trying to
While everybody loves you
It s my body
And I m trying to
Forgive you
I don t want to
It s my body
And it hates you
Why does everybody love you

Sometimes I close my eyes
I miss the dancing lights
When it feels too wild for breathing
I can t sleep at night
Unless I start to lie
And believe it like a story
(Oh no)

Try not to think about it
So insane
I m so used to my nightmares
It s okay til it s not and I m back there
(no no)

It s my body
And I m trying to
Hate you
Cause I want to
It s my body
And I m trying to
While everybody loves you
It s my body
And I m trying to
Forgive you
I don t want to
It s my body
And it hates you
Why does everybody love you

Why does everybody love you
They don t know enough about you
Do they know that I regret you
Do they know I shouldn t have to
Why does everybody love you
They don t know enough about you
Do they know that I regret you
Do they know I shouldn t have to