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Jungkook

22 May year 22

I thought my body was floating
But it was actually the hard floor
I couldn t feel anything for a while
My body just felt unbearably heavy
I couldn t even open my eyelids
I couldn t swallow or breathe
My consciousness was scattering
And everything was gradually getting dimmer

But then suddenly
My entire body started shaking
As if it was shocked by something
I opened my eyes in the midst
Of the unknown pain and agony
A light faintly came into my view
Beyond my uncomfortable sight
That felt like it was blocked by sand
It didn t move and just floated in the air
The figure became clear after staring at it
For a long time
It was the moon

My head must ve flipped back
Because the world was turned upside down
In that world
The moon was up upside down as well
I tried to cough for air but I couldn t move
And then a rush of cold air hit. I got scared
I tried moving my lips but no words came out
I didn t close my eyes
But it started gradually getting dark
Someone spoke to me
While I was slowly losing my consciousness

living is going to be more painful than death
But do you still want to live?