wish you were gay

Billie Eilish

Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you never say
I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
Four days have never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two is us
One slipped away

I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't want to stay
I just kinda wish you were gay

Is there a reason we're not through
Is there a twelve step just for you
Our conversations are in blue
Eleven heys
Ten fingers pulling on my hair
Nine times you never made it fair
I ate alone at seven; six minutes away

How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way
I can't tell you how much I didn't want to stay
I just kinda wish you were gay

To spare my pride
To give you lack of interest and explanation
I'm not your type
Maybe I'm not your preferred gender orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless
And I can't stand another day
I can't stand another day

I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't want to stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay