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I m looking back on a time
when I could say I actually thought I cared about you
But after everything I ve been put though
I realise that I ve been living with false hope
It s drowning out my senses
It s drowning out my thoughts
This has got oh so confusing
And I ve only got myself to blame
I can t believe... oh what was I thinking
I ve only got my self to blame
You mean nothing to me
And you never fucking did
I can t stand to listen to your excuses anymore
I can only pray that you feel so alone
A guilty conscience hangs over your head
I can t believe... oh what was I thinking
I ve only got myself to blame
But maybe I m the only one to blame in all of this
I ve got nothing to depend on anymore