what have i become?

All Good Things

When I wake up the light slips through my fingers
When I get up the nightmares seek me out
Underneath the shadows of my bones
Rests a secret battle I can t show
It s a new day and the fires have dulled to ashes
It s a new day and the wars have all been won
Now the generals pin the medals
swear alone they fought the devil
Planning things to do tomorrow, I m just still surviving

In a cage, trying to hide this rage
And I did it all for you
And I did it all
Now that I see the monster that I can t kill or escape
I understand the fear you feel when you look at my face
What have I become?

In a cage, trying to hide this rage
And I did it all for you
Yeah, and I did it
Now that I see the monster that I can t kill or escape
I understand the fear you feel when you look at my face
I ve made myself much colder
Just to make the world feel warm
I live in winter s fury, so the world can see the sun
Hardest heart and soul of dark
To do the things I ve done
And now the world is moving on
But what have I become?

What have I, what have I, what have I become?
What have I, what have I, what have I become?
What have I become?