Playlist Shinigami

shinigami - ghosts

I don't wanna fucking die here
Can't watch the stars shine here
I can't lie in this bed

I'm turning to a ghost
Watch me go
The curtains close
I told you so

I been flexing on my exes
Don't reply to no message
They wanna get on guest list
I guess I need to stress this

Don't hit up my phone
I'm all on my own
Don't need no one to hold

I don't wanna fucking die here
Can't watch the stars shine here
I can't lie in this bed

I'm turning to a ghost
Watch me go
The curtains close
I told you so

I been flexing on my exes
Don't reply to no message
They wanna get on guest list
I guess I need to stress this

Don't hit up my phone
I'm all on my own
Don't need no one to hold

But if you stay here with me
We'll fly away in the clouds
Never go back to the ground
Turn off all the lights
Say goodnight
Shut my eyes tight
Sweet dreams tonight
I'm pullin' up in my 240
Babygirl can't ignore me
Skrrt off with windows tint
Spark up now the functions lit
Falling asleep 'cause' I'm faded
I'll never be complacent
I feel numb and I hate it

Your eyes twinkle like the night sky
Tears like diamonds when you cry
Let me sing you a lullaby
It's like a scattered dream
A far off memory
Something that you can't see
Grimworld that's the fuckin' set
Can't feel shit I'm such a mess
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Instead of sleeping in this bed
But then I can't be with you
Alone in my room
Watching the stars and moon

Save my soul
It wanders every night
Through the wind and trees
I guess this is goodbye
The sky lights up at dawn
It's such a sight to see
Roll my windows down
I feel you here with me
(2x)

shinigami - luna

I know you wanna be far away from me
Spirits in the breeze, weakened at my knees
Staring at the moon, I know I'll be there soon
Luna forever

It's not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
I know we'll be together

Walking down the street staring at my feet
Wonder what lies beyond the winter trees
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
I know I'm a letdown, I know I'm a liar
I hope I find her
This is a reminder
That I'm the one to blame
Always the spark that ignites the flame

Its not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
Luna forever

I don't care at all, that's my biggest fault
Ignoring every text, ignoring every call
All I do is run, all I do is hide
Frightened by the world so I stay inside
At night forever
I'll sleep for never
Awake together
Luna forever

I just wanna go, I'm far away from home
Up at 3am just staring at my phone
I'm a waste of space standing in the rain
And feeling nothing
I'll stand for something
Always be nothing
I'll just sit in silence
Tears fall from my eyelids

Twinkle twinkle in the sky
I just wanna fucking die
Slit my wrist and end this pain
Put a bullet in my brain
Twinkle twinkle little star
I hope I get hit by a car

shinigami - decaying at 18

shinigami - memories of you

Take it all away
Cause I know this won't last forever
If I could fly away today
I know, I know
That I'd probably miss this place
And all the memories we made together

I never thought I'd see the day
That it'd come to this
And I'm tryna let this go
I can't seem to find my closure
There's an empty space inside
Of me, and it will never go away

As long as I stay here
I'll never grow my wings
Just let me fly away
I'll come back to you one day

Take it all away
Cause I know this won't last forever
If I could fly away today
I know, I know
That I'd probably miss this place
And all the memories we made together

I never thought I'd see the day
That it'd come to this
And I'm tryna let this go
I can't seem to find my closure
There's an empty space inside
Of me, and it will never go away

shinigami - toxic

I've been having trouble falling asleep at night
Tossing in my sheets until the sunrise
If you look closely into my eyes
You can see the fire burning inside
But you can't see the hole I feel in my chest
You don't hear the ringing in my head
I don't wanna feel this way no more
I don't wanna feel this way no more

In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again
In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again

Everybody's toxic, it makes me nauseous
Honestly, I just wanna be asleep and forgotten
I just wanna be asleep in a coffin
One day, everyone will be forgotten
Toxic, it makes me nauseous
Honestly, I just wanna be asleep and forgotten
I just wanna be asleep in a coffin
One day, everyone will be forgotten

Falling asleep at night
Tossing in my sheets until the sunrise
If you look closely into my eyes
You can see the fire burning inside
But you can't see the hole I feel in my chest
You don't hear the ringing in my head
I don't wanna feel this way no more
I don't wanna feel this way no more

In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again
In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
Think I'm better off never waking again

Watch the moon fade to the sky in the morning
They tried to warn me, but I just ignored the voices
Forces taking control, leaving me disconnected
I wanna protect the neglected
It gets hard when your mind's been infected
Thoughts I project on my imperfections
Put down the drugs, they've been ineffective
Leaving me restless, leaving me breathless

shinigami - angel boy

Unexpected angel, but worthless at my core
I found my home inside of you, and now I'm all alone
Close your eyes and get some sleep
That's what you always said to me
And now you're the one with the tired eyes
We always scream, we always fight
I know it's cause you're sad inside
And I am the one who's to blame
Mother, you gave up everything for me
A scar of your womb, I'm watching you disintegrate
Father, I am not the man that you want me to be
I'm sorry

That angel boy ripped off his wings
So he could sing his sorrows
In the throes of bottles blight
Lived in fear no more

Worlds apart, across the sky, the light within you starts to shine
You smile like you did in your mother's arms
We make mistakes, it's part of life, don't let it rip you up inside
One day it will all make sense

shinigami - planting seeds

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah

123 like the snap of my fingers
Singing all the words like they came from a scripture
Walking down the street
The cameras flash and they flicker
Moncler jacket break it out for the winter
I don't write songs, I'm just painting a picture
If you don't understand then you don't have to listen
Diamonds on my wrist I'ma shine I'ma glisten
Sick in the head but I don't wanna fix it

I'm not gonna listen no no no
Don't tell me you understand me I know you don't
Bang my head through the wall
Nobody listens to me when I talk

Staring at my screen I just can't find the words to say
Always forget that tomorrows another day
Dancing round the subject like ballet
I'ma stack up these racks till I decay

123 like the snap of my fingers
Singing all the words like they came from a scripture
Walking down the street
The cameras flash and they flicker
Moncler jacket break it out for the winter
I don't write songs, I'm just painting a picture
If you don't understand then you don't have to listen
Diamonds on my wrist I'ma shine I'ma glisten
Sick in the head but I don't wanna fix it

I'ma glow I'm just planting a seed
Data squad yeah that's the fucking agency
I'ma plant seeds in the garden very patiently
I be flowing like its nothing, very gracefully
I need to let go, its ok
I be smokin' on that gas getting high every day
Sometimes it gets hard to focus got a lot on my plate
One foot in front of the other
Every step that I take

Staring at my screen I just can't find the words to say
Always forget that tomorrows another day
Dancing round the subject like ballet
I'ma stack up these racks till I decay

123 like the snap of my fingers
Singing all the words like they came from a scripture
Walking down the street
The cameras flash and they flicker
Moncler jacket break it out for the winter
I don't write songs I'm just painting a picture
If you don't understand then you don't have to listen
Diamonds on my wrist I'ma shine I'ma glisten
Sick in the head but I don't wanna fix it

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah